MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAH um.... let's see. something exciting and RELEVANT to post about. ......... yup I got nothing. But, some heavy stuff has been happening around me, and it's kind of.... well saddening. Especially knowing I can't change a lot of it, if any of it. People change and people are not perfect, and oh man does it feel that way right now. The evidence is showing people! MY evidence is showing. I'm not perfect, I'm not always doing as well as I think, and I'm not always there for people when they need me. Or I am, but I don't know how to be. ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhh if there were an instruction manual to life. oh wait! there is! hahaha how could I have forgotten my trusty BIBLE?! Exactly. How could I have forgotten it. I don't care how "hard" life seems to be, there's nothing too hard for my Jesus. NOTHINGGGGGGG! and so why do I think I can just breeze by it like it's nothing and then suddenly one day realize I let it go too long? Life is like a bouquet of flowers, I think. Once one flower starts to droop, all the rest seem to as well. But if we take the time to hang them upsidedown, they can dry and remain beautiful, instead of being all wilty and moldy and gross, just sittin in the vase. Sometimes God has to remove us from our comfort zone, the vase and water and all the other flowers, to put us where He wants us... which may be hung upside down (which hurttsssss sometimes) so we can remain beautiful for Him and working for His glory. and when we are "left to dry" we're not really left out there all alone. God is checking our progress and helping us every step of the way. and though it may be uncomfortable, there is unfading beauty when the process is done. As compared to the once beautiful flowers that stayed in the vase and molded and grew wilty, leaning against eachother for meager support. Ha this just came to me, and.... I think I'm gonna go put it on my facebook too! thanks God! :D
Well, wrapping up... HELLO TABITHA! haha if you read this, how are you? :D I hope to see you SOON!!!!!!!! :)
~kayla noelle oleson~